Well he didn't kill me straight off, which was a start. Another big, powerful looking man I had to deal with. Place is full of them. I was scared, I don't mind admitting it, not because I was scared about what they'd say, but because I was scared of what they'd do, scared they might suddenly attack me. I know it sounds stupid, but when you've been brought up like I have, it's nigh on impossible to stop thinking they might attack. Anyway, he basically said that he was impressed with my fighting skills--he'd seen a film of me fighting that demon, and another of me fighting Imran--but he was concerned I wasn't settling in, so I was to spend a few weeks with Eagle until I feel more at home in the force and more confident in myself so I don't have to fight to prove a point or something like that. Can't remember the exact words because I was almost shaking with fear. It's stupid, it really is, but I can't help it. Oh well. Hopefully I'll manage spending time with Eagle without making a complete prat of myself and legging it or attacking him or something.
I'd better go now. I'm not really supposed to be on the computer doing this at work, but I just wanted to get my feelings out.
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